I really hit rock bottom last night. Honest to god, rock fucking bottom. I've never been so down. I literally was crying so long, that the tears eventually dried and I couldn't anymore. The smallest thing set me off, and all the recent day's events just piled on until I crumbled under the weight.

Sorry for dumping on you guys. But I think I need a good break from dA.

Especially after seeing your comments. No offense, but that wasn't what I needed right then. Dani's seemed to be the only one that effected me in a honestly good way, Dark's and Kai's being runners up.


I'm actually kind of pissed.

Because... for the most part, I am a happy person. Kind of oblivious, actually. But when I have a problem, I take it to dA, because you're all my friends, and I know you'll pull me out of it.

I wasn't expecting you all to snap at me and tell me I was a kid. That made what I was going through WORSE to be brutally honest.

I know I'm a damn kid. I'm fucking 16. I'm not even done growing yet.

But to have you say I think the world revolves around me and all that shit?

No.

I've never once thought that. I think the total opposite.

And I know it was stupid to say I'll never do art again, but just... god. Like I said, I've never been so low before. And most of those comments? Kicking me while I was down.

Thankfully I had someone talking me through it, or else I might've done something bad.


Bye, dA.

Next time I update anything, I'll more than likely be on a new account.


-Edit-

Oh, and for my contest. I'm sorry, I'm going to have to cancel. No one else was entering anyway. I'll try drawing something for those who entered, if I ever get my inspiration back.